Yes, finally, I’ve stooped to setting up a website for all you servile, sniveling wretches. I’ve taken time out of my idyllic life to set up a link where you vile, despicable creatures can make suitable offerings to Me. Don’t waste My precious time with “personal” emails begging for my attention….well you know, you don’t deserve it. Visit the site, pay attention to the directives and perhaps I’ll condescend to responding.
I have been recording decadent tales for my libidinous subjects; I imagine new, fresh blood, supplicants who can lead me to new incantations.
“Inanna, the first recorded love deity, was a roving Adventure Queen who toured the firmament in quest of men and excitement and took money for her favours. She love-addled the cosmos. Undomesticated, polygamous, restless, and aggressive, she personified Eros itself, the life force and flywheel of existence, and ruled the Sumerian pantheon. The gods “bent and quivered” in her presence. From her sacred mountain, she commanded the universe, adorned in lapis lazuli, a lion beneath her foot, her wings spread for flight and adventure.” ~ From “Seductress” by Betsy Prioleau.
Hmmm…a quote I can ascribe to but it would have to include women, why on earth would One be solely interested in men!
So, here it is again. Tis the day to be all slushily romantic. Hmmm - not so, it is the day for you worthless would be wooers and courters to show Me whether you value Me or not! I do not expect lavish gifts (god alone knows I doubt any of you have it in you!) but I expect tokens of appreciation for the time and effort I have spent on some of you. Let Me be blunt - I know you have no-one else to spend Valentines Day with, I know there is none more important than Me in your life….so, make sure you show Me how important I am! You know who you are…do not risk disappointing Me as the consequence will be most dire (Yes, I am keeping track and scoring you accordingly)!
On a different note - I have given up on My erstwhile previous photographer, so I have purchased a new digicam which will arrive tomorrow (no thanks to you lot) and will soon be adding plenty of fetish videos to My site. Hopefully, the videos will be up and ready for you vile creatures by the end of next week!
I have been online for nearly three months now. In that time, I can safely say I have met an awful lot of losers. I am utterly amazed at the sheer amount of ‘land plankton’ out there, now I know they exist - I have certainly dealt with enough of them in the last 15 years that I have been in the BDSM world. But, I never realised just how many dolts, buffoons, ingrates, idiots and complete time-wasters there are out there in this ethereal realm. I have recently met with two of My prospective supplicants - just to see if there was really any connection and whether they were worth My time, intellect and effort. Of the two - one was a resounding failure, although the time spent was not totally unpleasant it was a total mismatch. The second meeting has proven to have far more potential and I am quite intrigued to see where it will all go.
So, let Me review the satistics on finding that 1 potential reallife supplicant: received approx 100 or so applications via My site - a further 150 on Collarme. Of all those applications I responded to maybe 80. Of the 80 I responded to - I conversed with 20. Of that 20, many had ridiculous reasons as to why meeting was not possible or just plain irritated/bored Me to bits or tried to ‘top’ from below. That took the list down to about 5 with reallife potential. And of that 5 - only two have actually met Me. That seems like an awful lot of toads that expect this Princess to kiss them! I wonder how other Domme’s stats pan out?
What I do know is that it is a time consuming and energy sapping persuit for thus far very limited reward!
On a completely different note - I have decided that I intend to spend the summer in My garden this year. So, for those of you who don’t want to wait until autumn to get the chance to talk to Me again…..start tributing. I need approx £400.00 to get a good laptop - so come on My oh so addicted munchkins - get to it! Direct tribute is preferred for the laptop fund.
I simply can’t believe how long it has been since My last update. To say that life has been hectic is rather an understatement. Between dancing, horseriding, fencing, spending weekends in the country and all the other myriad things that form My rather rich social life, I have found that updating My journal is falling lower and lower onto My list of priorities. That said, so many things have happened that I think it is time to record some of it for posterity.
I have met a fantastic woman (another Mistress - yes indeed be very afraid) and we recently had our first lunch together. It is strange to have met someone who is similar to Me in so many ways, we really do appear to have so very much in common. Our lunch was lovely, apart from a rather annoying waiter who seemed very keen to rush us into ordering - of course that simply caused us to take even longer to order and we decided that he really could do with some serious discipline. Fortunately for him, we were so absorbed in one another that he managed to escape pretty much in tact. I have decided that the collective noun (e.g a murder of crows) for a grouping of Dommes really aught to be a ‘critique of Dommes’. In all the day simply flew by and it was with a heavy heart that we bid one another adieu. I will be going to her home town next to sample some of the delightful shopping opportunities in her city. It almost goes without saying that her sissy maid husband is quite literally terrified at the prospect of us uniting!
As to the rest of it - well, My supplicants are still supplicating, My applicants are still applying & lilslaveives is still very trying. The earth has turned and summer is coyly showing her colours. I am going to go and saddle up My horse and go for a ride in the gloriously verdant countryside!
Phew, today I have a few moments to Myself - possibly the first few moments in weeks. Life is rushing along at full speed right now but it seems that I am nearing the end of this particular journey.
I went to visit My friend on Monday the 16th and had an utterly fantastic time. Her sissy maid was a credit to Her, apart from being exceptionally nervous and making a few silly mistakes when serving, the sissy (mostly) tried her level best to please two demanding Domina’s. I shan’t detail the entire day in this public diary, it is far too salacious for public viewing really. Suffice to say that the sissy was duly punished for her mistakes - humiliator gag, cane, rubber flogger, paddle, electronics and a butt plug were utilised in the course of the punishments. I adored Her Mistress’ taste in sissy uniforms - the morning uniform was a lovely candy pink satin and lace creation and the afternoon one was a more traditional french maid style - but with a modern pinstripe twist (simply divine). We had a cracking day, I am looking forward to the next lunch - roll on more free time!
On a more observantional note - My time spent with My friend and Her sissy highlighted a poignant need in My life. Spending the day with them both was a very painful reminder that I miss having a slave, masochist and servant - their intimacy and depth of power exchange can only truly be achieved within a full time, long term relationship - something I have not had for a few years now. Not that I am necessarily saying that short term relationships don’t have their highlights - but having been in a very long term relationship with a slave and now having had several short term relationships with potential supplicants - I am in a postion to judge and for Me it has to be long term - I am simply no longer interested in the short adrenaline highs. I want absolute power - no escape, no limits, nothing inbetween. Why, oh why is it proving to be so very difficult to find the right one? This is not a solicitation for all you slavering beasts to suddenly start applying in droves!
Right, that’s all I have to say for today!
I have been a very busy lady the last few weeks. I have relaunched My new and revamped site today and have included so much more it is a veritable buffet of raunchy BDSM delights.
I have added: lots of new recorded stories for slaves, submissives, sissies & even blackmail fetishists out there. New phonelines to use to listen to recorded femdom erotica. I have even added a live line so that you can call Me directly for some good old fashioned Governess discipline! I am also delivering email training courses for sissies and have a few sissy & slave training manuals available for purchase. I am currently working on some cyber slave interactive training programmes and will hopefully be launching those within the next few weeks.
Now, I am exhausted - go and look at My site and stop bothering Me!
Well done, I have received the monitor. You have just managed to buy My silence for one more week. Don’t forget dearie, next payment is due on friday 30th November 2007 - you already know the potential consequence!
Nigel Piper - I received the installment 
It is going to cost you another £2000 to stop Me from calling Jennifer and letting her know what you have been up to. Oh, I think I might put your picture up on My journal here - let My loyal fans see who I am currently destroying.
You see, loyal fans, Nigel decided to play a very dangerous game, Nigel has a blackmail fetish that he wanted to explore. Of course, Nigel never expected it to become so very serious, so very quickly, Nigel only wanted to play at it….well, let this be a good lesson to you all, I do not play. Silly Nigel gave Me all his details (work, wife, contact etc), let Me into his life and now can’t understand the web he has become tangled in.
Nigel, if you really want to stop, you can pay Me off……£15 000 and I will delete everything I have on you and forget you exist. Until then though, your life is Mine!
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